I have to admit I am not happy with your inability to answer after 8pm, but then again I am the fool for believing that it was my time to fall into the arms of another. I'm still learning how to find my own happiness, to accept what blessings are handed to me and have enough confidence to reach for those things just beyond my reach. Unfortunately, I shared too much with you. Luckily, it was mostly my outer shell. For the one who really knows me...thanks for your kind words and encouragement this past week. I still worry about you too.